I was talking to a friend of mine about my current job hunt and complaining about it and all that and she just kind of laughed and said:
"That's always been your problem. You're so good at what you do, you think things will just happen if you give it some attention. It's just a job. Just keep applying to until you find something."
Ha, I was annoyed for a second, but she was right. I've always been privileged in how and who I work with, so I'm kind of entitled. And it is just a job.
@jouleian This is true. And I kind of need friends to do that because I have a tendency to withdraw, so I kinda need people close to me to grab me and shake me up a bit so I don't go too deep.