cigarette break on the fire escape 

hand in my hair
kiss on my forehead
cold hands cold hearts
it's hard to feel
every time im happy it's never enough
it always ends too soon
i know it's selfish

im in love 

but you're not
and that's okay.

i'll smile
and watch you smile.

i'll enjoy our time together

it makes me sad,
that it'll always end.

you will never be mine.
i can't have you.

i want to talk to you but there's nothing to talk about

i don't even know if you want to talk to me

i wish i could welcome the decade with you. me holding your hand and you holding me tight

instead, i have to be here

i miss you

i've been very whipped recently, and so there has been excessive Sappy Gay Writing

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