When this weight falls upon me
I cannot simply #brush it aside
It's severe like the sum of all things
A multiplication of self
A fractured and divided mind
My heart stuck in calculus
Wonder how long it can last-
a few moments, a few days
No way to convey
how heavy this feels
Search for words
in an absurd maze
Saccades of self reflection
The unwinding of truth
I've told you
This is depression
But we still can't fathom what it means
It's severe and extreme
And the sum of all things