jeanoappleseed<p>My mind is like a <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/Rolodex" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Rolodex</span></a> spinning out of control, sometimes. And those of you who are old enough to have worked with the Rolodex, the real-thing will now what I mean ie how well it turns and keeps turning. What a great device this was.</p><p>Those of you who are too young to know what a Rolodex is, it was sort of a pre-computer <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/Database" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Database</span></a>, <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/AddressBook" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>AddressBook</span></a>, <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/Dictionary" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Dictionary</span></a>, a great place to store information when information was on paper only.</p><p>Atm, my mind is racing. I don't know if any of you with <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/ADHD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ADHD</span></a> or <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/Autism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Autism</span></a> can relate; hopefully some of you can.</p><p>I get so overwhelmed sometime that my mind can race for days. I am very prone to interruptions and responsive to people who interrupt me as a way of being accepted, liked when I got on so many others' nerves. It did pay off in a way, but not without causing me major <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> issues.</p><p>Please bear with me. I will continue in the comments of this message. I don't want this to be too long. I'm considered by many <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/LongWinded" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LongWinded</span></a> and have been told so or teased about this all my life. Till I literally stopped talking and telling people about what mattered to me, except therapists.</p><p><a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/ToBeFollowed" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ToBeFollowed</span></a> in comments. There may be delays in continuing this thread, but please bear with me.</p><p><a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/ActuallyAutistic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ActuallyAutistic</span></a> <a href="https://social.vivaldi.net/tags/AuDHD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>AuDHD</span></a></p><p>…</p>