Feets<p>It literally was a mistake in the system why I was born and had to be a burden. Now, I'm stuck here until someone kills me or I die. I'm literally sick of all this crap and my existence hurts people but if I take myself out, I hurt people, might ruin myself and not die, or I have thought of my mind of total damnation. </p><p>It was a cruel joke, and I want this to be over somedays. I want to be useful and if I'm not, I don't deserve to be alive. I don't know why I'm a pathetic, worthless loser but I hate it and it doesn't do anything to help me or anyone around me. What's the point of this crap? I'm exhausted. What's wrong with me?</p><p>They should make lobotomies available again.</p><p><a href="https://sunny.garden/tags/Vent" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Vent</span></a> <a href="https://sunny.garden/tags/CallForHelp" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CallForHelp</span></a> <a href="https://sunny.garden/tags/Useless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Useless</span></a> <a href="https://sunny.garden/tags/Frustrated" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Frustrated</span></a> <a href="https://sunny.garden/tags/CryTyping" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CryTyping</span></a> <a href="https://sunny.garden/tags/Pathetic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Pathetic</span></a></p>